Hey, I'm still into you.

jom listen to this song while baca-ing ma post naa..

*guitar playing* okayy, ayat2 ni la sangkut dalam kepala..

"hey! even in the worst nights #I'm still into you.

and I wonder how do I get this far,

but I don't even care at All! 

cause I'm still in you."

Salam and a very good evening. ehm, it's 10.54pm now and I'm stuck with this song! *joget2 bahu jap*

hmm, sepanjang hidup kan tipu la if kita x pernah sangkut dgn anyone right? X salah, hanya your normal fitrah instinct is working. Yeay! 

Kalau dh suka, it is fine. We have the rights to like someone, to love somebody, to treasure memories, to create beautiful moments together..

Eh tp kan kalau org tu x suka kan kita? no response to our feelings? dah berpunya? Ok. Hold on a moment. Kalau kita ada hak untuk sukakan someone, someone tu pun ada hak to response to us. Kalau pegi confess la or not, just keep it beautifully..peram elok2 naa. haha

Not as we expected? maybe senang aku cakap tapi trust me, just move forward. kalau rasa chapter hidup sekarang susah, rumit, sedih, gloomy ka, bukak lembaran baru dan coret kan kisah hidup yang fresh. 

Dalam new chapter ni kan, put colours in it. kaler2 tu kan means the best sides of you dan coretkan dalam hidup yg baru. Sometime dlm hidup ni, instead of nak ikut org, lebih baik work on ur best to show the best. Best people will come to you, pulun2 mai kat hangpa. Trust me, I've done it before. Memang saat tu, aku belajar apa itu kehidupan. Thanks real-life-experince chek! 

Haa,cakap about real life experience kan..

Yes, I'm still into you. 

Tak salahkan.. 

Its 11.21pm now & Lots of regards,

Fathin Zaki.

Assalammualaikum.

I learnt from you.

Salam and a very early good morning. It is exactly 2.01 am. Listening to EXO, Baby Don't Cry. entah tiba2 terasa nak feeling sorrow.

Hari-hari yang kita merasai hidup nih,
ada masa kita rasa susah,
ada masa kita rasa lega,tanpa sebab,
ada masa sunyi, kita bernafas tapi kosong sangat kan..
ada masa, silence speak to us, ubati luka kita, teman kita.

Tapi akan ada satu detik tu kan, I froze and listen to my heart.
Hati ini is telling me what is happening right now. To me.
Yes, dari saat-saat yang aku lalui,
I learnt from you, dear life.

Learn how to protect my heart.
Learn to stand alone.
Learn to cry out load like nobody's business.
Learn when it is time to let him go..  *u can do it! itupun kalu ade la..huhu*
Learn everything.

hmm, while I am thinking apa lagi la nk tulis ni, the song sang to me right in the moment,
"say no more, no more,
say no more, no more"

ok ,got it. I 'll just stop here.
xnak berenti directly so here it is,

I learn to love who I am. #KLCC'13

We are humans, growing up and tasting the life right?So chills. Experience the best.



Early in the morning & Lots of regards,
Fathin Zaki.


Assalamualaikum.

Yes, I cried.

Salam and *jeling dashboard* good morning,precisely. It's 1.30 am ++ right now.

Well, I am experiencing my very first study week of UiTM so this is my review. It really felt like a bercuti week. hahaha. a very wrong way to say it tapi itulah hakikatnya..kan kan kan..

so, this early morning, aku terdetik dengan kritikan ramai orang or orang ramai yang aku senang menangis. in other words, cepat, selalu, kerap, mudah, easily nk nangis and Yes, I cried. A lot.

Not to make a clear statement but this is who I am. People might say I look tough,*yeah,yeah,yeah..* but I am, in other way round. Yes, I am damn sensitive. I dunno why but i tried to tahan several things by not crying. We are humans, right. Ada hak nak menangis bila2 masa kita perlukan.

Recently, I watched this movie named, Miracle in Cell No.7. hmm,it is  korean movie but I assure you, this is a very good movie to be watched. It tells you the love of a father to his child. What I wanted to say is, I do cried, a lot when I watched this. Sounds cliche aite? Yeah, I cried especially when it tells about the love in a family. Senang sgt aku nk nangis tgk cerita2 mcm ni compared to bf mati ka gf putuih hubungan dgn bf dia ka and whtsoever.. ni nak kata racist cintan-cintun la ni..

Tak semua org dekat dengan kita sama.
Tak semua org rasa apa yg kita rasa.
Tak semua org experienced things that we go through.

Just appreciate your own self. You are unique enough to be different from others.
Yes, I cried a lot. This is the way for me to be strong,for myself. 
And how 'bout you?

ni tengah main kat pantai bagan lalang oii..

Late at night&Lots of regards,
Fathin Zaki.

Assalammualaikum.